Well. Hey there. I haven't added a new entry since... October 29th. Well, that's fun. Anyway, as you can see, I'm feeling "hopeless". I don't know how to explain it, but I feel like as hard as I try, I won't be able to succeed. As hard as I try, there's always something imperfect about my work. I just feel as though there's no hope, and as much as I continue trying, there's always gonna be something wrong. Well, I guess that's life.

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how great.

And the worst part is, before it gets any better, we're headed for a cliff. And in the free fall, I will realize I'm better off when I hit the bottom.